Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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wu feng bu qi lang...
yi ke ba zhang pai bu xiang......

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How can sometimes human can be so self centered and so choosy?
why only do all the things that u like and dun even care others' feeling....shud i categorize this kind of ppl as self-centered 1??

words can be so kind to me...also...can be so cruel to me...keep telling myself not to bother...not to take it to heart...but...i m reali so MIND the matter till feel like blogging to express my feeling...becuz i care?? y shud i care whereas other dun care???

sometym i feel neutral is a solution to me...mayb sometym...Ignorance....
how to make my life better??i miss my home...my protected area....however...i m a big gal...not to scare of...i shudnt forget that...i like to observe and analyse ppl's behavior...i shud be in the middle to judge...dun ever be unfair to them....stand at their point of view...and look into myself too....

maybe i m juz forget the beliefs that i am holding all this while....the Meaning of Life i understand so far...Sy Ying... jia you!!haha self motivate...

no negative thinking on others...no dislikes...no hatred k...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

my birthday...

less than 1 hour..8 july 2009 ends...but d memory of past few hours remains in my mind..my soul..4eva...i m so touched by all the surprises...nothing better than to spend time with my love 1s....my cousin...cousin's hubby..my nicole..my adelyn...my cha cha...my parents...n my darling..not 4getting wye leong...

after having a dinner with cousin's family at MG's vegetarian cafe..mum rushed me home saying that yvonne was awaiting at my home to celebrate for me...so once we filled up our stomach d...we went home =) d feeling is good....

once reached home...eh? o_o no suzuki yellow car...no sandals...where is yvonne?? till....i walked into the living room...wow...i saw a big '22' on the table...n its YVONNE!!!

happe... =)

1st is d cupcakes...all r arranged in '22' shape...n its 22 cupcakes...no photo taken but d image already intalled in my mind...
then they started to sing b'day song...frm my back ...eh..some1 was holding another cake...
its cha cha' dearest....lagi surprise...hes such a nice guy...with good personalities.. =)...

then we continued our celebration with some chit chats and photo snapping.....

n its getting late d....cousin still have to rush back to muar..as they need to work tmr morning...cha cha need time together with her dearest also....
so all went back d...

i carried all d balloons la...present la...to my room...n cant wait any longer..i openned d present and saw many msgs frm cha...again...its so touching...i reali appreciate all d thing dat we have gone through all dis while...thanks for walking into my life...

then tried on d dress that she bought 4 me..perfectly fits in me....cha cha alwiz dat smart...although i big size d still can get me pretty dress...thanks neh....

darling..i noe ystdy u wanted to let me c u in d webcam in the very 1st moment on 8 july 2009...but u failed to do so...somemore cant celebrate with me..u also felt sorry...its ok ....i m happy...happy that ur wishes for me...i got it...ur cake 4 me..i ate it...ur loves for me..alwiz in my heart...thanks so much...muaks...

God...i feel grateful that God have sent so many precious presents to my life so far...thank You so much... =)

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

oh...my 22nd b'day...thanks daddy mummy for bringing me to dis planet...dis earth...
i love u all so much....
i m happy to spend this special day in malacca....its has been 2 years since i last spend dis day at home....=)
thanks for all d wishes from all over the world....thanks for being still so caring and remembering 8.7.2009...ahahhaha.
thanks for all d call in also....
specially thanks to those who r special...unique and my pretty jimuis...
thanks darling... =)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

pre...

now packing lo...start bit 1st...ehehhe next wednesday leaving d luuu
erm...thurs morning go langkawi!!! weee weee....
so 1 week left i muz kautim many thg.....family stuff...appreaciate every single moment....
practical stuff....do report....my jumui stuff....cha cha.....
n new sem starts!!! gambatte....sy ying jia u!!!!
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