Monday, November 30, 2009

假期。。。

我回到马六甲好几天了。。。
废了大概一天,开始忙了。。。

忙什么呢?
当导游。。。带学长和他女友在马六甲四处逛。。。
昨天都去些旅游景点。。。老天很眷顾他俩。。。天气是好的,不太晒。

值得一提的是我愈来愈喜欢dslr,喜欢抓角度,呈现有感觉的画面。。。
还在学习中啦。。。下次一定要拥有一架。。。

晚上和学长聊了会儿。。。
有领悟的。。。有思索的。。。有愧疚的。。。有感谢的。。。
似乎上了堂心理课。。。突然间明白了些事。。。也想做些事。。。

那些事不是一两天的功夫达到的。。。
是要持之以恒的。。。希望这想法牢牢的呆在脑海里。。。=)

今天他们去过一过二人世界。。。
我呢就找姐妹咯。。。
做什么呢?逛街去咯!!

我们还在嚷着说怎么没碰上些朋友。。。
毕竟马六甲不大。。。
说着说着,迎面走来是中学时期的同学呢。。。
结束了三八的嘘寒问暖,又遇上另一个好久不见的朋友。。。
有少许的尴尬,但也难掩心中的高兴。。。

Friday, November 27, 2009

温暖。。。

我肥回来了(quote frm sin chan),马六甲。。。哈哈。。。。

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

smile sy ying...

please make happy simple...
it shouldnt come from a complicated source...

perhaps i have been observing d world with a complicated mind...
but its really hard to have a perfect wonderful mindset always...

my life is in my hand...
i will make myself happy...

simply because its simple...

无奈。。。

说好不管了。。。
还在乎什么呢??

现在感觉好陌生。。。
好想有熟悉的你们在身边。。。

Sunday, November 15, 2009

无言。。。

我不明白人到底是怎么一回事。。。
说一套。。。讲一套。。。
表面是如此。。。骨子里还不是那样。。。
真实的人已经没几个了吧。。。

最讨厌扮无辜的人。。。
那恶心的面具。。。真得让我看不下去。。。

关我什么事??
是不关我的事啦。。。

但,
我希望真不会发生在我喜欢的朋友身边。。。

因为,
爱与恨就在一念之间。。。

我不爽你。。。
你就进了我的黑名单。。。

当我朋友有什么大不了??
是的。。。没什么大不了。。。
我也不在乎了。。。

你走你的独木桥;
我走我的阳光道!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

借我一辈子。。。

反复地听这首歌。。。
我们的一辈子呢??

我借给你我的一辈子。。。
请你好好保管好吗??

雨一直下。。。

今天没下雨。。。
我内心的雨却一直下。。。
我不相信是我生理失调。。。
我不相信是我考试压力。。。


我不知道原因。。。


你问我,我到底要什么。。。
我要的。。。
你知的。。。


我要的是那么的简单。。。
你怎么能让我有渴望的心情呢。。。
我不配沉溺在其中吗?
我要的。。。


只是你的温柔。。。
你的微笑。。。

Friday, November 6, 2009

好多天想留言可是就是没头绪。。。

今天。。。我要发泄了。。。

心情很不好。。。就象外面下了好久的雨一样。。。
不是很滂沱。。。是一点点的。。。可颜色就是灰暗的。。。
很不舒服。。。什么人事物都看了不顺眼。。。
郁闷得很。。。
突然也很厌世。。。

我热爱生命。。。却心灰意冷。。。
我珍惜所爱。。。却不被珍惜。。。
我想要呐喊。。。却好无力气。。。
我想要倾诉。。。却不想说话。。。
我想要痛哭。。。却欲滴无泪。。。
我想抱着你。。。却只有空气。。。

憋着憋着。。。就快窒息。。。

Monday, November 2, 2009

终于。。。

终于。。。
期盼的日子到来了。。。或许是有点芝麻绿豆的事。。。
studio的submission date过了。。。应该很开心的。。。可是有点担心。。。
对自己的表现一点信心都没有。。。
就算是有,也觉得老师的心,深不可测。。。
真的除了担心,还是担心。。。。

Thursday, October 22, 2009

撑到最后!!!

一直一直是这样告诉自己的。。。

去享受那过程。。。
去花多点心思去感受。。。

毕竟它也是我的心血。。。

他是生活的一部分。。。
现在最重要的那部分。。。

时间再怎么不够。。。
也要争取拿每份每秒去付出。。。

谁说爱是以生俱来?
我说它是能被培养出来的。。。

心态对了。。。
一切都会很美好。。。

就是所谓的一念之差。。。

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

奇怪

似乎你都不了我所爱的一切。。。
真的很希望你再踏入我的世界多一些些。。。

喜欢我所认定的。。。
喜欢我所钟意的。。。
喜欢我所偏爱的。。。

好吗?

Saturday, October 3, 2009

...

你有角色扮演的习惯吗?
不是变装癖哦。。。
是想象自己是另一个人,另一个角色,
过着另一种生活。。。

不是偶像剧看得多。。。
不是小说读得多。。。
我偶尔会想象。。。
就那么一小段啦。

突然间,
似乎了解作家的内心世界。。。
他们喜欢角色扮演?
他们应该就会把自己想象成故事里的主角吧。。。
挺羡慕他们的。。。
能够把想象当作事业。。。
我啊。。。哪有时间闲着发白日梦呢?

无聊之下。。。

今天,很偶然之下我有了一个念头,就想到外头去闯一闯。
想去了解我现在活着的这个世界,到底已先进到什么地步了。
想去开拓自己的视野,想去让自己更不一样,更强。

刚刚我又萌生了另一个想法,我向往无忧无虑的平凡日子。
不是好吃懒做,吃喝嫖赌之类的。
而是想很放松的盘坐在五脚基,看着天空下着的雨。。。
想和好姐妹覆躺在床上,细说着以前一起成长的一点一滴。。。
想挽着妈妈的手,带她去兜兜风。。。
想把头依偎在钢琴旁,看着爸爸弹钢琴。。。
想和弟弟重温小时候的疯狂,无知,倔强。。。
想和另一半简单地爱。。。
想和表哥,表姐玩在一起嘻嘻哈哈的。。。
想在炎热的下午,吃着Uncle Botak的nasi lemak,再来一份冰凉的ABC。。。
总之就想活得很自在,很简单,很幸福,很美满。。。

离开佛堂的心灵灌溉已经好久好久了,
已不再去思考人生到底究竟是真么一回事了。

现在的我,是活着的,却感觉不到那实在感。
现在的我,有呼吸的,却闻不到生命力。
现在的我,心是在跳动的,却忘了心动的感觉。

我。。。还是这样的活着。。。
就是这样的活着。。。

Thursday, September 24, 2009


相信大家都知道,我一路来都是带着豆豆脸和大家说嗨的。偶尔会很烦啦;偶尔会忘了;偶尔会看开;偶尔想真的当一个‘勤女人’的。


今天,我就来了个生平的第一次。


第一次做facial treatment啦...who knows....


天啊!无比的痛。比想象中的还令人飚泪。


所以呢conclusion......
我已做好准备要回到槟城,继续摧残我的脸,我的青春。


哈哈哈。。。

accurate....

基本个性巨蟹肖兔的人是典型的爱家者,如果无需外出赚钱养家,他真宁可永不离开他舒适温馨的窝。对他而言,家才是他生活的重心。但不要以为这种人是隐士,事实恰相反,一旦他与你熟悉,他是相当热络而多活的,通常他们的话题总是未来想做的事,或与房屋有关的梦想。他们善于款待他人,又忠实可靠。巨蟹肖兔者是有荣誉心且正直的人;但这优点走极端时就易变得自以为是而自炫自耀,应注意这种倾向。他们常会伪装虔诚,对能力不及他者没有耐心。表面看来,他们少有恶意或愤怒的迹象,然而一旦有过节,他们显得异常凶狠。巨蟹座喜欢获得物品,肖兔的人又喜欢擦拭改善东西的外观,两者合一就成了古董商或古玩收藏家,他们对收集物品深感兴趣,能力所及则尽量聚藏珍玩,他们外表举止谦和,不知者很难料及他可能拥有的巨大财富。他们小心谨慎、有野心、爱财富、显得神秘。不要忘了他们个性中隐藏的部份。他们能显得多愁善感甚至自怜,且有落泪的时候,但是与他们相处要知彼知己,不要轻易触怒。爱情巨蟹肖兔者对短暂的亲密关系没有兴趣,他要一个家,他期待罗曼蒂克的婚礼与布置精美的家,他们是热情温柔的情人,追求美好的生活享受。他们需要一位坚强而忠实的伴侣共度家庭生活。他们也许在年轻时有过感情上的冒险,但不是能长久过一夜之缘生活的人。这类人永远需要你的爱,而他会以安全感、梦想甚至许多食点回报,如果你幸运地遇到一位肖兔巨蟹伴侣,无妨轻松享受一下。离婚、分居或任何情感关系的变化会使他相当沮丧。无人能如他们那么地将破碎家庭视为个人的失败,他承担所有的过失。心碎之后,他们需要长久的时间去扳平伤痕。这段期间任何劝慰皆无效。但是时间会克服一切,一待他终于又发现真正的灵魂伴侣时,起初他会略显退缩、徘徊,然后发动攻势,这时对象将难逃情网。适合共处的对象金牛、处女、天蝎与双鱼座者会引起你的好感,特别与属上述星座又肖羊、狗或猪者容易相处。肖虎、龙、鸡而属白羊、天秤或摩羯者则难与你共处。 职业很明显地,这个顾家的人最适合在家整理家务,将他整天留在家里,他也不感厌倦,而如果这个人外出做事,他适合医药、教学、绘画装婊或印刷、艺术品收集以及整修的工作

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A型者的特征是,恪遵社会的法规及重视生活的常识,脚踏实地的过着安份的生活,这与巨蟹座本来的性格是一致的。我们来看巨蟹座本来的性格。巨蟹座出生的人,如果要他丢弃旧有的东西,重新再创一个新东西,他宁可将旧有的东西改革一番,继续使用。换句话说,这种人是相当保守、念旧的,你想要改变他原有的生活方式,是不太可能的。这样的个性,使其对国家、对社会,永远忠心耿耿,矢志不变,对家庭也是劳心劳力,至死后已。在爱国、爱家、爱友方面,没有一个星座比巨蟹座的人,表现得更加强烈,因此之故,此星座的人易流露出偏袒亲友及利己的本性。这个毛病必须法改除。这种性格最具日本人的特色,我们只要翻一翻历史,或回想一下自己了解过的日本人,就可以找到证据。 以感情来说,非常的丰富而敏感,就如一面湖水一样只要一小颗的投石,即能激起层层的涟漪,波荡不已。因此,此型的人情绪极不稳定,有喜怒无常的现象。 在平常态度极为温和,又乐助人,是大家心目中的好人。只要能控制自己的情绪,不要被心情的好坏所影响,就能成为一个受欢迎的人物。此型人感情重于理智,决定事情时往往以感情为前提,故其判断有失偏颇,若一旦肩负领导者的职务,恐怕有失职之虞! 另一个特性是母性的爱。此型的人不论是男是女,都有细腻的感情,犹如母性般的爱,对家人照顾得无微不至。不过,其爱人深,憎恨人也很深。这也是其特性之一。 A型-巨蟹座的男性,大都有女性化的倾向。同情弱者,而排拒强者,具有菩萨般的胸怀。但这种“软性的爱”用得过份的话,则予人肉麻的感觉,当节制为是。

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

changes...

我其实并没有什么资格对你做出任何让我满意的要求。因为,我不配。我不多才,也不多艺。毛病太多了。总觉得自己其实什么都不是。只是个空壳。

不知已有多少次了,对着自己说,我要改变,我要充实,我要不一样,我要结束我现在所有的不满。可是最终我还是办不到。

这n次,我刘思莹下定决心,我要改变,我要重生,我要有瞻性的人生。加油!

开心的呢!

太棒了。我终于可以在我的电脑银幕中看到华语字了。久违了亲爱的。嘻嘻。暂时停在这里。太多功课等着我呢。好在电脑能继续为我效劳。真得很感激上天。

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

life...



this is something nice that i wana share with...a scene of this can really make my day lively and refreshing...
simply love this...take a look.. =)

this is the plant infront of e48 lecture hall located in HBP....



after an interesting class...i had my lunch n go back n-park. the journey back, i saw this little life staying in a hole of a tree trunk...so cute isnt?

Saturday, August 8, 2009

i dun1 to be dat way

i fail to stay focus...y?? hate....
for the sake of mama n papa...
i MUST jia u....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

......

wu feng bu qi lang...
yi ke ba zhang pai bu xiang......

??

How can sometimes human can be so self centered and so choosy?
why only do all the things that u like and dun even care others' feeling....shud i categorize this kind of ppl as self-centered 1??

words can be so kind to me...also...can be so cruel to me...keep telling myself not to bother...not to take it to heart...but...i m reali so MIND the matter till feel like blogging to express my feeling...becuz i care?? y shud i care whereas other dun care???

sometym i feel neutral is a solution to me...mayb sometym...Ignorance....
how to make my life better??i miss my home...my protected area....however...i m a big gal...not to scare of...i shudnt forget that...i like to observe and analyse ppl's behavior...i shud be in the middle to judge...dun ever be unfair to them....stand at their point of view...and look into myself too....

maybe i m juz forget the beliefs that i am holding all this while....the Meaning of Life i understand so far...Sy Ying... jia you!!haha self motivate...

no negative thinking on others...no dislikes...no hatred k...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

my birthday...

less than 1 hour..8 july 2009 ends...but d memory of past few hours remains in my mind..my soul..4eva...i m so touched by all the surprises...nothing better than to spend time with my love 1s....my cousin...cousin's hubby..my nicole..my adelyn...my cha cha...my parents...n my darling..not 4getting wye leong...

after having a dinner with cousin's family at MG's vegetarian cafe..mum rushed me home saying that yvonne was awaiting at my home to celebrate for me...so once we filled up our stomach d...we went home =) d feeling is good....

once reached home...eh? o_o no suzuki yellow car...no sandals...where is yvonne?? till....i walked into the living room...wow...i saw a big '22' on the table...n its YVONNE!!!

happe... =)

1st is d cupcakes...all r arranged in '22' shape...n its 22 cupcakes...no photo taken but d image already intalled in my mind...
then they started to sing b'day song...frm my back ...eh..some1 was holding another cake...
its cha cha' dearest....lagi surprise...hes such a nice guy...with good personalities.. =)...

then we continued our celebration with some chit chats and photo snapping.....

n its getting late d....cousin still have to rush back to muar..as they need to work tmr morning...cha cha need time together with her dearest also....
so all went back d...

i carried all d balloons la...present la...to my room...n cant wait any longer..i openned d present and saw many msgs frm cha...again...its so touching...i reali appreciate all d thing dat we have gone through all dis while...thanks for walking into my life...

then tried on d dress that she bought 4 me..perfectly fits in me....cha cha alwiz dat smart...although i big size d still can get me pretty dress...thanks neh....

darling..i noe ystdy u wanted to let me c u in d webcam in the very 1st moment on 8 july 2009...but u failed to do so...somemore cant celebrate with me..u also felt sorry...its ok ....i m happy...happy that ur wishes for me...i got it...ur cake 4 me..i ate it...ur loves for me..alwiz in my heart...thanks so much...muaks...

God...i feel grateful that God have sent so many precious presents to my life so far...thank You so much... =)

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

oh...my 22nd b'day...thanks daddy mummy for bringing me to dis planet...dis earth...
i love u all so much....
i m happy to spend this special day in malacca....its has been 2 years since i last spend dis day at home....=)
thanks for all d wishes from all over the world....thanks for being still so caring and remembering 8.7.2009...ahahhaha.
thanks for all d call in also....
specially thanks to those who r special...unique and my pretty jimuis...
thanks darling... =)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

pre...

now packing lo...start bit 1st...ehehhe next wednesday leaving d luuu
erm...thurs morning go langkawi!!! weee weee....
so 1 week left i muz kautim many thg.....family stuff...appreaciate every single moment....
practical stuff....do report....my jumui stuff....cha cha.....
n new sem starts!!! gambatte....sy ying jia u!!!!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

=(

n my leg get stung by dunno what insect jenow...red dots now...
blacky moody...

=(

i juz reali get frustrated easily...
cant download thg that i want...sienzzzzzzzzzz
i have no mood to be a good gal now!!!!!

fui...

hhmm...2 down...more to go...

Sunday, June 28, 2009

thanks

i know whenever i go mad...
u still care...
still will read this blog...
to know whats on my mind...
thanks...

T-T

when i cant face u .....
who should i tok to??
i hate myself...
y so emo oh....
y cant make decision oh...
dats y i told u...
i m UGLY....
so UGLY....

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

past few days...

fuiyo..last fri....sent my car for sit belt installing at PERODUA service centre....bcuz its FOC so it take turns to get d service...n last fri was my turn! =)mana tau...actually my car already has...it juz keep well in d cushion all this while...without any of us notice it...i m such a careless person isnt it?ahhaha... its ok...then they offered me for some inspection on my car with cheap payment..so i agree lo...bcuz my kancil nowadays really give me some scary machine friction sound when i press d oil plat....
this is how d service was done by the mechanics....
see my little kancil was flowing up there...

Speaking frankly..dunno y most of d malay mechanics there all smile at me de...so i mah reply them with a smile too lo...but not once they throw their "smile" to me d...adui...even ppl tok over d fon with cuzzy n laugh...they also laugh...sometym juz dun undastand what they thinking...

end up...things reali happen for some reasons...i have to paid rm 83 for inspection service,brakes service,flush fluid system (add brake fluid)..realli broke....d lady there brief me about othr error in othr system and it involve drive shaft booth, oil seal wheel and wheel cylinder pump...i did jotted down...n i reali surrender liao...reali duno all these parts...free reali got to send to service again....


then past sunday...we celebrated father's day at muar...ahhaha hapi cuz get to celebrate with two dads....=) then again...get to play with nicole and adelyn...they reali shine in my eyes...they are so adorable and cute...but some time can be very notty.....

pictures taken with the lovely gals....

'hallooo i m nicole liao....i m 3 years old oh....'


bit blurr....shes adelyn...



big head versus small burger head....hahaahah

3 of us.....squeezee....

night tym had a simple early b'day celebration for d jimui for life---yvonne cha cha....ehheehhe but all photos in lilian's cam...upload next tym luu....

it was a nice weekend...i did spent it fruitfully...hhoooray....

its time for work now...adiossss

Thursday, June 18, 2009

aarrggghhhh

may d force be with me always.....

asking for opinion...

hei...
i am thinking to start an on9 boutique...
what do u think...hehehe
i muz say that i alwiz have d luck to buy some really cheap and nice clothes...
n i undastand gals reali like variety in clothes and of course it will be better if it is absolutely affordable rite....so i am thinking to share good things with d gals out there..and hoping to earn some pocket money...what do u think??
u see d way i dressing...so u trust my taste in fashion??
comments plssssssss....

here i post some goodies i got recently....


a dress like this....hhmm i think i will sell it at rm 30....without d belt la...will u buy???
how bout this??? OL look wor....rm 45
can deal???
ehhehehe....i m really feeling eager to try something new....

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

tomorrow will be a wonderful day!!

i have decided....i should give it a try....
smile more tomorrow...
its kinda hard for me...
i will try my best.........

zzzzzzz

its time for bed...
at least today (referring 16th) i have settled a problem...
thanks beloved ting ting that willingly offer us a place to stay overnite in kl on 3rd n 4th july...
1 problem down...more to be solved...
journey journey here i come!!!!

langkawi...hiak hiak hiak.....

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i have somethg to say...

well well...ppl out there!!! i m still allive....

although it juz 1 month plus....
i have really gainned alot of xperiences...in the aspect of....mentally...memories...
joy...sour...bitter...bored...ignorance...
thanks being a colour in my picture...
this is really d down part so far.....suddenly i feel meaningless....
really unhappy with this....where d spirit has gone to?

however...this is d time...i reali feel grateful...to have love 1s around...
'its ok....juz ignore those who dun understand u...dun upset urself....love urself more....'
dats what i alwiz comfort myself with....but d feeling is awful...

cant wait to go travel...
i certainly need some relaxing space and time....
to refresh and keep going....
recharge!!!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

REALI EXCITED ABOUT DIS!!

I M NEITHER DISCONNECTED NOR ISOLATED FROM THE WORLD OUT THERE D!!!
IT HAPPENS ACCIDENTALLY....I CAN ON9 IN MY ROOM....WEEEE WEEE....THANKS TO DAT WIRELESS ACCOUNT OWNWER....

Thursday, April 23, 2009

home home

tong tong qiang...i m goin back to hometown d...
practical there....tata luuuu
wuu wuuu.....
temporary cant online liao...
=)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

view from n-park

these are some photos taken randomly from n-park 28th floor balcony....share share....
=) enjoy!
bit blurr...nite view...




life life life

its life...
i m more free now...but fri sitting for lkm400....
then....few days later will be back in malacca....
happy....

but no more streamyx at home....
how??any solution suggested to me???
broadband??

i hope to get a reasonable way....

n 1st of may i will cum to penang again...with all my cousinssss....
baby adelyn n little nicole...cant wait...cant wait!! happy...excited....

HA HA HA...i m happy.....
=)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

how to deal with enemies

'dont be afraid of the enemies who attack u. be afraid of the friends who flatter u."

if u want to get rid of ur enemies, u should first kill ur anger which is the greatest enemy within u...

watever they act...dun react...if u do...means u r fulfilling the wishes of ur enemies by unknowingly entering into their trap.
u wont be able to get rid of ur enemies by returning evil for evil. if u do that then u will b inviting more enemies. the best and the correct method of overcoming ur enemies is by radiating ur kindness towards them...

u thk dis is nonsense and ridiculous?? but dis is the method which is highly appreciated by every cultured man....

wow

wow..look at d date of laz post...28th nov..such a long duration of recess...fail to update my blog for 1 semester d...i wonder why i was told before that 2nd year is a honey moon year in HBP...which that is not the truth!!
i was busy like hell...no time for shopping, no time for outing..no time for blogging...ahhaha...mayb u think it juz an excuse...aahah..luckily my partner was as busy as i do...so no complaints from him about our dull days....=)
again...no more excuse but i will juz like to say sori to frens that i long tym no keep in touch...hope u all have been doing fine and in the pink of health...

lian---> saw ur sweet 'statue of u n yap'..reali cute...he so sek u...so envy...although
busy and stress pls take care ...ok?
cha cha---> u r so far from me...n less hear frm u nowadays...but hope u r leading a happy
life over sg ther...meet soon in malacca.
tingie---> dis xing fu fella ah...hope ur level of energy is increased with his support k..
i noe u need that force badly...however...ur dis garang fen alwiz here..wont change..

n others..ko mek...dun wori...i m still d old 1...

2nd year 2nd sem...i m not satisfied with all the products...i wish we are given more time to complete a project....i reali hate the feeling where after submission, my exhausted brain still have to twist n turn for ideas for the immediate upcoming project...duh...all i can say..i didnt put in efforts and...as if do the project just for submission...not becuz of passion and interest...i feel its pity...a good project title...but ruined in my hand...hahahaha

i notice our 1st year juniors' outcomes..even looked more hardwork inside... =) they must be ashamed with their so called direct senior bah....hahahaha... (no offence..this is refering my situation)...hahaha

about in 3 weeks time i will back to hometown...malacca...hehhe i will be going for internship in an archi firm over there...hope to gain some useful skill n knowledge there...n...mum and dad dearest...i can accompany u all more....not to forget...my cute cute adelyn and nicole...i will be pinching ur cheekss.....hahahaha
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